I’m not feeling myself today, just going to try again tomorrow. January 12, 2021 – Today I am thankful for some grace. Today I was just too tired and too lost to function. Hopefully tomorrow will be much better. I think I really need to work on doing my miracle morning .. in the morning …
So I broke down and spent money today :(. I knew it was coming, but I didn’t think that I was going to spend as much money as I ended up spending. Basically, we shelf-cooked for most of December and January so our pantry was becoming a little bare. And with the way things are …
I feel awful when I’m cleaning the house, because it feels like I’m ignoring Ellie. So I tried to do 15 minutes of cleaning, and 15 minutes of playing with Ellie. Which sort of worked. Not the most progress that I’ve ever made, but not bad. If Ellie goes to bed quickly tonight, maybe I …
Today we had a small lunch for one of my Auntie’s birthdays. It was so nice, just a mellow, hang out kind of day. I was asked to bring cake, so in keeping with my no-spend January, I found some box cake mix (that I fancied up with butter and an extra egg), made some …
Wow, today I was completely dead. Even after taking a nap and getting extra rest time in today. Just dead. Make die dead. Really really dead. I had a moment where I thought I would just drink a coffee as soon as Ellie went to bed tonight, and then I’d just clean the whole house …
Today we had a crazy long day! I had a bunch of exchanges to make at Ala Moana. I am not a fan of going into town, driving in town, and all the people in town, but I needed to get these things done. And I was super excited to hang out with my Auntie. …
Finally got some motivation to start cleaning my kitchen.. and then this happened. I mean, this is really nothing new. Ellie makes messes like this daily. But I just had to laugh at the rice all stuck in her hair. As if she’s telling me, “Nice job cleaning the kitchen mom, now here’s an even …
Whoops, I fell asleep. I was so tired after a long relaxing day. I actually switched up my bedtime routine a little bit and fell asleep much earlier than I had planned. I don’t think I’ll be doing that again tomorrow night. I got so caught up in the idea of trying a certain brand …
I’ve been feeling irrationally sad and out of place today. I really can’t tell you why. My mom says that it’s because I ate too much sugar. I’m thinking it might have more to do with the fact that my sleep has been really weird the past week? Maybe I need some melatonin? At least …